4.11.2007

i think i'm going to write a book this summer.

i hate that moving means way too much time alone and that the older you get the harder it is to make connections with people that are deep and meaningful and would translate into that person being a real friend. i have work "friends" and that's about it. i hate that. one of my best friends got married, one works too much, one is moving to a 3rd world country in a few weeks, and one has an unreliable car (LAURA...get that fixed would you, i need to hang out). the rest live hours away. i just needed to vent for a sec. this totally sucks. but it will get better.

i really am going to write that book. if it's as good as the ideas/dialog floating around my head, it might be worth the effort. even so, i'm going to do it. i've always wanted to so why not?